Friday, March 28, 2014

Something New

“We’re going to be doing something new today,” she announced almost immediately after my arrival to serve her.

“Yes, my Queen,” was the only response I could make out loud, but inside my mind was racing with excitement and fear and heart-pounding arousal. 

Her announcement was just the tease to begin, and I still had my initial preparations to complete before anything else began. 

I stripped off every stitch of my vanilla street clothes, exposing the pair of lace panties, stockings and garters I’d been commanded to wear beneath them. I put on my regular “accessories” - heavy leather wrist and ankles cuffs and a leather dog collar. She inspected them, making sure they were appropriately tight-fitting, then secured each one with its own padlock. 

She then had me tug my panties down to my ankles for her inspection. I was required to be properly groomed and clean for her. 

“Good,” she pronounced. She then handed me an acrylic chastity device. 

I slowed my breathing and wrangled myself into it as quickly as efficiently as I could. Locked or not, I was required to be chaste for her, and given how long it had been since I was last allowed release, too much fiddling around was prone to get me too erect to allow the device to be secured without pain. Once I was properly inside, more of her locks were clicked into place. 

My hands moved to tug my panties back up but she stopped me. 

“No, not done yet. Turn around and bend forwards with your feet apart.”

I complied, the panties now stretched taut between my knees. 

“Reach back with your right hand, palm up.” When I did, she filled my cupped palm with dollop of cold, gooey lubricant. “Grease your ass, Edward.”

I reached around myself, feeling my cheeks start to warm, and did the best I could to prepare myself for the inevitable intrusion. I must have been quite a sight from her perspective, as she let me go on for quite a while before finally placing the plug in my hand. 

The tip was small and rounded but it widened quickly. It’s current size wasn’t the thought most urgently on my mind, however. As soon as the thing was in my hand, I could feel that from it’s base dangled something that was not just a fluffy tail. No, a glance between my legs confirmed my fears that it was an inflatable plug. I took a slow breath and wriggled and twisted and pushed the plug into me. 

She knew that few things made me feel so immediately and physically slutty and subservient than being plugged. I read her extreme pleasure in her wide smile as I was allowed to stand upright again. She moved closed to me and she herself reached down to take hold of the waistband of my panties, tugging them up over the bulging device. 

“The rest of your uniform is in the guest room. Go, get yourself ready. We’ve got things to do,” she commanded.

I moved as quickly as I could, feeling the pump bulb of the plug dangling and bouncing at the end of it’s rubber tube behind me. Her choice of clothing for me was quite a surprise. Rather than some slutty maid’s costume or humiliating collection of lingerie, there was a tailored black suit, crisp white shirt and black tie. 

I dressed as quickly as I could. I didn’t want her to come in and change her mind. I must admit, I don’t think I’d felt that I’d look this good in some time. I had had to leave the collar of the shirt open a bit to suit my leather collar, and my wrist cuffs were visible under my sleeves, but other than that I looked like any normal dapper gentleman. 

I stepped out for my Queen’s review and inspection.  She smiled wide upon seeing me. “Oh, aren’t you the handsome little slut,” she laughed. “Don’t get any airs though - you are all owned slut underneath that. 

And if her words were not enough to accentuate that, she took hold of the bulb and gave it four quick squeezes. I felt the plug getting larger inside me -- I don’t think it’s quite possible to adequately describe how it felt... it grew and expanding, stretching me but also making it feel like it was filling me in a way that would make the thing impossible to remove. 

I moaned softly. 

“One more thing to complete that outfit,” she smiled. She handed me a pair of black patent leather high heels. “Put these on. I don’t want us to be late for our first appointment.”

I slid my feet into them, rising up and working on keeping myself balance atop them. 

“Come on. We’ve got a busy day.”

She led me back out the front door. There in the driveway was a car that had not been there before. A gleaming black Lincoln Town Car. 

“In case it’s not clear, slut, you’re driving. Get my door. Today you are going to be the perfect chauffeur and servant. You will drive, open my doors, carry any and all packages, not to mention, any other thing I choose to have you do for me. You’ll get to meet some of your other sissy sisters in service as well, since we’ll be picking up one or two of them later. But,” she laughed, “we’ll get to all of that in due time.”

I opened her door and she slid into the rear seat like a true Queen, and I took my place in front - her secretly sissified, plugged and caged slut and servant. What could be better?


Tuesday, August 27, 2013

A Royal Surprise

er instant message had broken the monotony of my work week in the most achingly joyful way. There was nothing normally exciting at all about a Tuesday at work. The calm of the past weekend had faded into the distance and the week ahead seemed all too long and full of the stressful minutia of work.

But her message burst through all that grey. She knew I kept a couple of toys hidden in my desk that I would often beg her to be allowed to wear for her, but this time the command came unprompted.

“You’re going for a walk at lunch today, pet,” she stated. “First you’re going to put on six of your rings -- metal and rubber -- and then you’re going to edge for me, and then you’re going to go out for a walk. You will walk the entire hour of your lunch, all hungry and swollen and ringed for me.”

From the moment I read those words, I was tingling. Noon could not arrive soon enough.

I was giddy as I breezed out of the office, passing by the busty receptionist, heading to the washroom while trying to keep the metal rings from clicking together in my pocket. It was a bit of a challenge to get the rings on, being already semi-erect from anticipation and the chance to obey, but finally I was able to pull and tug my cock and balls into them.

I stroked myself slowly. I didn’t need much at all to get hard, but I knew that She would want me to push myself as close to the edge as possible. I was interrupted just once by the sound of the door and footsteps of another man in the restroom, and I sat there, waiting, all too aware of the way I looked.

My bulge was large enough to make me self-conscious as I made my way out of the building and onto the street.

The ache was exquisite. I felt so swollen, so full, on that edge of pain with every step. I let the sights of the office women out for lunch in their power suits and summer dresses further contribute to my throbbing ache of arousal.

After about 40 minutes of walking, I started to think about adjusting my roundabout route to start to head back towards the office when I saw her up ahead. My eyes immediately widened and my head tilted. There was no way it could be true, but the closer I got the wider her smile grew.

“My Queen,” I said as I stood before her, everyone and everything around us fading into unimportance.

“Hello pet,” she said. She stood close to me, close enough to press her significant breasts -- even more amazing in person -- up against my chest. She took hold of my tie, curling it in into the fist she made of her right hand. She used her left hand to reach up and squeeze my balls through his trousers.

“Good pet... good little edward,” she whispered into my ear as I moaned, having used her grip to pull my head down to hers. “Come with me. Your afternoon plans just changed.”

She started to walk down the street, and I had no choice but to follow. I was in a state of shock - this wonderful woman, this Queen, lived hours from me, across borders of states and countries - how could I do any other but follow her. That, and she still held hold of my tie.

She led the way into a nearby boutique hotel. She breezed by the curious looking desk clerk without comment, leading me to the elevator. As the doors closed, she released my tie and held open her purse. “Your wallet, keys and phone go in here, pet.”

I reached into the pockets of my jacket and pants, pulled out the items and dropped them in as she smiled.

“Oh god, my Queen, I can’t believe you are actually here,” I said. “It is so many dreams come true.”

She smiled. “Maybe a couple of nightmares too, once we’re done.”

The doors opened and she walked confidently down the hall with me following close behind. She opened the door with a key card and we went inside, the heavy door closing with the thud behind us. It wasn’t just an ordinary hotel room, but a rather large suite. The windows were floor to ceiling and the flowing sheer drapes were pulled aside to let all the lights and sights of the city in.

“Strip down to your boxers, pet. Then stand in the middle of the room, legs apart, with your fingers laced behind your head. I’m going to fix myself a drink.”

She turned to the bar and I started to obey, very quickly becoming even more aware of the size of those windows. My the time she had her drink mixed, I was in position, blushing, heart pounding, my cock rock hard, tenting the boxers and highlighting the dampness that my precum had caused.

“Good boy,” she said as she moved behind me. I felt her fingers tickle over me as she reached around, fitting a wide leather collar around my neck. She buckled it and I heard the click of a lock as well. She guided my hands down, behind my back, then circled my wrists with leather cuffs, buckling and locking them securely as well. She linked them together with yet another lock.

Next were cuffs around my ankles. Those she connected to each other with an 18” length of heavy chain. I was quite completely helpless now.

She took out a black case and opened it on a nearby desk, letting her glance switch back between me and its hidden contents.

“Stick out your tongue,” she commanded. I obeyed.

She approached me, as I stood there with my tongue jutting out, and then showed me the rather impressively sized plug she’d chosen. “Give it a lick, pet. That’s the only lube you get.”

I moaned and felt my face grow even hotter. I shamelessly licked at the silicone toy as she held it out in front of my mouth, trying to coat it with saliva as best I could. Once she was satisfied, she pulled it away.

“Lean forward, legs as wide as you can get them.”

I complied, bending at at the waist until my upper body was parallel with the floor. She took out my phone and placed it on the coffee table in front of me. I watched in fear as she brought up the number for my office and turned to me with a wicked smile. “I guess you’d better tell that bimbo secretary that you’re going to be late coming back to work, hey pet?”

She laughed, then tapped the phone to make the call. She selected speakerphone, and the ringing filled the room as she moved behind me. Just as Sidney’s voice cheerfully announced the name of the firm, I felt my boxers being tugged down and the rounded tip of the plug press against my rosebud.

“Unnggg, Hi Sidney... this is Edward,” I managed. Behind me, my Queen kept pressing and twisting and pushing, stretching my ass open to take the widening body of the plug.

“Hi there. Is everything okay? You sound a little funny.”

“Oh, I’m fine... mmmmmmnnnnnggggg... Just... just... just walking... Everything is fine. Ohhhh...”

My Queen reached between my spread thighs to squeeze at my ringed balls for a moment, taking a break from stuffing my ass. But only for a moment, then she was back to pushing and turning it into me.

“I... I’m not going to be back... back in the office.... for a while... I... I.. I’m not sure when I’ll be back.”

“Oh... okay. But didn’t you have that meeting with Ms. Davis?” Alexa Davis was one of my supervisors and she’d wanted me to stop by her office upstairs before the end of the day.

“MMMnnngggg,” I moaned as the plug finally was finally forced all the way inside me, my body closing around the narrowing before the wide base. “Uhmnmmm, well, I don’t know if I’ll be back in time... Ummmm.... If I can’t make it I’ll call her later I guessssss,” I scrambled.

“Oh, well okay. Are you sure everything is okay?”

“Yes... yes... everything is fine.... It’s just... I ran into... a client... and we’re going to meet about some future work... “

“Okay. Well, good luck, and I’ll see you when you get back. Bye!”

The call went silent with a click and behind me my Queen began to laugh out loud.

“Oh well done... She probably didn’t know you’re getting your ass stuffed at all, pet. She doesn’t know you like I do.”

“Yes, my Queen,” I panted.

She guided me to stand upright again and she moved in front of me. She pulled out a large pair of sewing scissors and stood close.

“Now let’s see how these jewels are doing.” She cut away my boxers, sliding them to shreds. My cock was hard and throbbing, the rings pressing into my swollen flesh. My balls were tight and seemed very full and swollen as well.

Now a riding crop came out of her case, and she used the folded leather tip to lift and prod and inspect me. She gave a few slaps with it as well, making me moan as my trapped package bounced and swayed in response.

“These are nice, but they’ve done their job for now. In fact, let’s switch up a couple of things.”

She snapped on a pair of rubber gloves and moved even close, sitting on the coffee table. She tugged at the rings until my cock and balls were once again free. They didn’t remain that way for long, however. The small leather harness she held out seemed simple enough, and she fit the first strap around him, encircling the base of my cock and balls. The second strap was something different. It fit around my balls snugly, gripping and squeezing them, and that was even before she snapped across the bit that also separated them. Even then, moaning as I was, it wasn’t until she withdrew her hands that I realized that the wide strap around my balls was also weighted.

She slapped at them again with the riding crop. “I bet that feels just lovely, doesn’t it, pet?”

“Yes, my Queen... thank you my Queen,” I said.

“Of course,” she continued, “That doesn’t mean I want to look at it all the time.”

She bent down to remove the cuffs from my ankles. She stood behind me and unlinked my wrists cuffs from each other.

“In the small bedroom is your next uniform. Get dressed and return to me. Quickly.”

I moved as quickly as I could. Every motion made my balls ache, and I felt the width and length of the plug with every stride.

I blushed as I saw the items laid out. I did my best, balancing speed with not wanting to make a mistake. He fit the garter belt around his hips then rolled the black fishnet stockings up his legs. There was two garters for each leg, one in front and one in back. There were no panties, so no relief from the weighted ball-stretching harness -- just a humiliatingly frilly petticoat and mini skirt. There was no top, just a maid’s apron in black, trimmed with white lace. Lastly I slid my feet into the four inch heeled stilettos and buckled the straps around my ankles. There were tiny locks there, so with a deep breath I closed those too, locking the shoes onto my feet.

I hobbled back into the main room. My Queen greeted me with gales of laughter. She approached and clipped a leash onto my collar. She then proceeded to lead me in a few laps around the room, until I got slightly better and balancing atop the heels.

“You’re a sissy whore slut, aren’t you pet?”

“Yes my Queen,” he recited. “I am a sissy whore slut.” Every time they passed close by the windows, he averted his gaze, afraid to lock eyes with someone witnessing his humiliation.

“Yes, yes you are, pet. Come over here... get on your knees.”

I came close, unfortunately close to the glass once again, and knelt down. It was a relief at least to be off my feet for a while. Of course, there is never really any relief when serving someone as wickedly demanding as my Queen.

She pulled out a large silicone dildo, realistically molded, complete with balls, and smacked it’s suction cup base against the window glass about two feet off the floor. “Crawl on over, sissy slut pet, and get your mouth around it.

I blushed and moaned, but obeyed. On all fours, I had to tip and lower my head to get the floppy cock’s head into my mouth. It was immediately and viscerally degrading. She pushed me forward, making me take more and more of it. Once she was satisfied, she stepped back a bit and told me to get to sucking and servicing the fake cock.

“You’d better make me believe it’s the best thing you’ve ever tasted, pet. Don’t just suck it, make love to it.”

My face was burning as I complied. I did my best, licking and sucking and moaning around it. I rocked back and forth on all fours, taking more and more if it inside my mouth.

“Oh yes, deep throat it you wanton little sissy slut,” she cheered.

Then, as if her instructions and jeers weren’t enough she forced me forward a fresh way, with the smack of a leather flogger across my ass. My skirt, such as it was, did not cover my ass at all in this position, so my cheeks were laid bare for her abuse. Over and over and over she struck, as I sucked that rubber cock, hoping that my service would earn me some mercy.

She struck my ass, the backs of my thighs, and even my throbbing trapped balls, making them ache and swell even more. I could feel myself drooling around the dildo and my eyes were wet as well. My ass was on fire, and I could only image how red it was glowing.

In her own time, she allowed me to stop. The flogging stopped first and then I was allowed to withdraw back from the dildo, my lips swollen and sore, drooling like a dog.

While I still knelt on all fours, she tugged out the plug in my ass, only to replace it with one even larger as well as inflatable.

At her command I knelt upright, my legs spread. She set a small squeeze bottle beside me and pulled up a chair. She laid her feet across my thighs and then allowed me to use the massage oil in the bottle upon her feet.

It was such a gift... not to be given a break from use, though that was a relief to be sure, but just to be able to touch her. Such intimacy and closeness. Such personal and useful service. I could tell she appreciated it, her feet and toes squirming in my hands. She would also signal her pleasure, or just her amusement, by giving the bulb a squeeze or two, making the plug in my ass grow even larger.

I massaged her feet wordlessly for at least half an hour.

“That was wonderful, pet,” she said as she handed me a towel to dry them off. “I want you to go the bathroom now, remove the plug from your ass, clean yourself up a bit, then head to the master bedroom. Kneel on the foot of the bed, face towards the wall, and wait for me there.”

I jumped to obey. Alone in the washroom, I released the air from the plug with a sigh of relief nearly as loud as the hiss of air escaping. There was an enema kit on the counter, which made it clear what her definition of “clean yourself up” included. That in itself was a humiliating and uncomfortable experience, but by the time I left the washroom, I certainly was completely and freshly cleaned.

I moved silently through the suite to the large master bedroom and took my place as instructed. My ass still felt stretched and used, making me very self-conscious as I knelt there with it facing the door.

When she finally entered the room, after making me wait in stillness, she slowly paced around, viewing me from all sides. Of course, it meant I also got to get a view of her. She was now dressed in a black corset, the laces slightly loosened toward the top, making it appear as though her breasts just might tumble free. What she also wanted me to see, I’m sure, was the immense dildo jutting from the harness around her hips.

Finally she stood behind me, her hands resting on my hips, drawing me back towards her. He guided the tip of her strap-on to my now well-prepared ass, With no fanfare or warning, she bagan.

Her hips rocked, and she pulled me back to increase the depth of each stroke. My weighted balls swayed around and slapped against flesh, aching painfully.

She was loving every moment of it, calling out as she fucked me. “Yes, take it all you slut. You love it when I use your sissy pussy... Beg me for it!”

“Please, please please my Queen... please fuck my sissy pussy,” I called out in depraved response. No matter what my conscious mind might have felt, my cock was purple and rigid, and her lust alone was enough to push me near the edge of my own arousal.

She slapped my ass as she grinded forwards, making the stinging and swollen red flesh cry out with refreshed pain.

She took my ass, using me deeply and roughly and completely... I don’t know for how long. Finally she did come herself, screaming aloud with a cry that shook the walls.


She pushed me forward, emptying my ass of the dildo, and collapsed on the bed beside me. I was not fooling enough to move from my kneeling posture. After a few minutes she arose.

“Now I’ve got to freshen up,” she laughed. Before she left she freed the dildo from its harness and buried about half of the shaft back into my ass. “Don’t go anywhere, I’ll be back.”

It ached, as I had to grip the thing to keep it from falling out of me. I was straining, feeling like I would lose the battle, but then she returned. She pulled it from me again and tossed it aside.

“Stand up, pet,” she said.

As I stood, still breathing heavily, she removed my apron, my skirt and then the cock and ball harness. I breathed a sigh as the weighed thing came off, and blushed as it certainly seemed as if my reddened, full balls were hanging lower. My cock head was purple, glossy with precum. She didn’t leave me free though. No, she pulled out a clear acrylic chastity device and expertly locked my away inside it. I had perhaps hoped I’d be allowed some relief, but that hope was denied as she took the key and hung it around her neck.

She freed me from the high heels, the ankle and wrist cuffs and then, even the collar. All that was left was the stockings and garters.

She moved behind me and had me bend over once more. I felt her slide something cold and smooth inside me... and then another. “These are Ben-Wa balls, pet. There’s a little weight in each one, so not only do they slide against each other, they also seem to move on their own as you do.”

She laughed as I stood back upright.

“Here are some panties for you,” she laughed, and threw me a bit of sheer black lace with white ruffled trim. It would have matched the apron perfectly. I blushed a fresh red as I slid them on, stretching them over the bulge of the device.

“I think you’re really going to like the feeling of those balls inside you,” she said. “But even then, perhaps not as much as I’m going to like knowing they are inside you. You had better get that suit back on though -- that real man costume you’ll wear over the truth that these panties and stockings tell. Best hurry, I do believe you’ve got a meeting with... who was it... Ms. Davis?”

I swallowed hard. “Yes, my Queen. It was Ms. Davis, one of my supervisors.”

“Oh goody, I do like the idea of you working under a woman. Especially when you’re wearing women’s underwear. Best get dressed then, wouldn’t want to keep her waiting.”

God, I couldn’t believe it, but then of course I could. I hurried back out into the main room of the suite and redressed myself, trying to see if panty lines would show through my pants and how much of the stockings would show at my ankles.

My Queen returned my keys and phone to me, then my wallet after emptying it of cash. She also took out one of my business cards. She saw me notice, and smiled.

“Well, I have to know where to mail the key to your little chastity cage, don’t I?” she giggled. “I wouldn’t expect it before next month though, pet. At the earliest.”

She led me to the door and kissed me on the cheek.

“You’ve pleased me, pet. I’ve very happy I made the trip. Now you get going... I’ve got to take a shower and pack up all my things -- not to mention the cameras.”

She was still laughing as the door closed.

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Office Torment, chapter 17

He struggled to stay upright atop the high heels. The large, jiggling fake breasts were throwing off his balance to make it even more challenging, but with his hands cuffed and limited in range,  he did NOT want to go tumbling to the floor. He wasn’t even sure he’d be able to right himself.


There on the fridge was his to do list. It was not a short list.


He decided to start right there in the kitchen. He loaded the dishwasher, which turned out to be quite a challenge. The posture collar severely limited the motion of his head, and even when he looked down as much as he could, his view was blocked by his new cleavage. This simple task ended up involving a lot of moving around and bending at the waist to reach into the dishwasher, and every time he did so, the plug in his ass seemed to ache more.


Once that was done and the dishwasher was running, he hand-washed the pots that remained in the sink. With the chains limiting the reach of his hands, this too involved a lot of bending forwards. Once that too was complete and every surface was sprayed and wiped, he realized he’d have to move on to the next item. His ass was aching, feeling full and stretched, and his feet were really starting to complain against the high heels. His jaw was sore as well, and he’d also come to realize that the ball gag made normal swallowing impossible, so he had an humiliating drip of saliva falling from his lips down onto the false breasts.


He passed by her as he made his way from the kitchen to the closet to get the vacuum cleaner and she burst out in spontaneous laughter. “Oh look, my slutty maid is drooling all over herself.” She was beaming. “Wait right there,” she commanded. She was back in a moment, camera in hand, taking shots of his face close up. “Good slut,” she said as she put the camera down. She gave the dangling pump three more squeezes before sending him on his way, and he couldn’t stop himself from moaning behind the gag as the plug grew again.


He vacuumed the entire place, room after room, and by the end of it he was actually getting used to walking on the high heels. Once or twice he forgot about the hobble chains and tried to take too long a stride, but he managed to stay on his feet.


It was agonizing to be trapped like this, in the humiliating get-up, with his trapped cock and balls jutting out. He couldn’t see them, but he could definitely feel them. Every time he caught sight of her his cock strained. Her breasts, her hips, her legs... every part of her made his long-denied body scream with denied arousal.


“Tidy up my bedroom next,” she commanded without explanation as he was putting away the vacuum cleaner.


He was nervous to go in. Even though it had been on the list, he felt like he was crossing into forbidden territory. She had used his attraction to her as a tease and a game, trapping him with it, but she’d never for a moment led him to believe that she returned any of his feelings or desires. She’d made it clear that the money she’d demanded was the highpoint of her interest in him, so there was hardly a bedroom invitation to be hoped for.


There was no lingerie strewn about to torment him further, which he couldn’t quite decide if he was happy about or not. He simply set to work, making the bed, dusting and tidying. There wasn’t all that much to do, as the room had been fairly clean to begin with, so he double-checked all his work and was preparing to head back to the kitchen to get the next item on the list started. She had other plans.


She entered the bedroom, startling him a bit. “Come here,” she commanded, then hooked a finger into the ring at the front of his collar, tugging him along behind her. She led him to the large walk-in closet. The closet had a pair of bi-fold doors that were made of angled wood slats, allowing ventilation. She pushed them open. It was quite large inside, with clothes lining two walls. The third wall featured a full-length mirror, and he was forced to confront the full humiliating reality of the way he looked.


She, of course, beamed as his cheeks burned red.


She moved to the wall opposite the mirror and pushed aside the hanging clothes, then pushed  him into the space vacated by them. She reached down to his cuffs and freed one end of the chain, pulling it free from the collar as well. She wasn’t freeing him, no, she just looped it over the hanging rod then re-attached it to the other cuff.


She moved down, removing the chain from between his ankles, then replacing it with a steel spreader bar. She pushed his legs wide, making it even harder for him to stand in the heels.


“You’re such a trashy, wanton slut Boss,” she teased, looking at him in his helpless position. “I don’t even want to get too close to you, for fear you’ll get all worked up, but I do have certain plans for your punishment and use that I just have to complete.”


He could see her reflection in the mirror but as she was in front of him, that didn’t offer much. And with the collar and stuffed bra, trying to look down was wasted effort.


So he just tried to guess what was happening through feel. What was evident quickly was that she was affixing something around his balls, full and aching and sore, dangling down beneath the chastity device.


When she stepped back, he could finally see it. It looked like a black cone, or inverted funnel affixed around his balls. The widest part was the bottom, and there were three short chains coming from around the bottom, joined to a single ring that now dangled between his spread legs.


She read the confusion in his eyes. “It’s called a parachute, Boss. I found it in the ‘ball stretcher’ aisle. Guess what it’s for?” She laughed at his silent reaction. “These were sold separately,” she continued, opening her hand to show him what looked at first like earrings, but there were too large and plain. When she hung them, one by one, by their hooks to the dangling ring of the parachute, it became obvious they were weights.


“If you think they hurt now, just wait...” she giggled. She reached down between his spread legs and pumped the anal plug five more times then, after a pause, three more. His moan of anguish became only bubbles of saliva around his gag.


“Keep it down, you horny slut,” she commanded, just as a doorbell rang. “Company’s here!” she cooed.


She left him, closing the closet doors behind her.


Muffled sounds were all he could hear at first. She was laughing and chatting up whoever had been at the door, and who was now being toured around. A clink of glass hinted they were then sharing a drink.


He stood there, his arms dangling over his head, his ass painfully full, The ache of his balls, now sensitive at the best of times, was only growing more pronounced. He was sure that the parachute seemed lower now that it had been, stretching his balls downwards, making them even tighter inside their trap.


He was jerked out of his self pity by the sudden increase in the volume of their voices. They were in the bedroom now, and it was clear her guest was a man. He had a low voice, but didn’t seem to say much. She was laughing along, but with a much different laugh than she used towards him. It was higher, more girlish and flirtatious.


“Enough small talk,” she said to him, “I want you to fuck me.”


In the closet, his eyes widened quickly. Oh god, they were going to have sex just on the other side of the door, on the bed he’d just made, while he stood her in her closet, trapped and humiliated and tormented.


Small talk indeed did end, and he caught sounds of moaning, gasping and rough kisses. Clothes were being torn off, and then he heard the sounds of the mattress straining.


She was moaning and screaming out with a passion and tone that took him completely off guard. She’d always been totally in control in her interactions with him, right from the start, but with this stranger she was the one wanting. She was nearly begging the man to take her. She was being so clear about how she wanted him, he wondered if she was almost narrating for his benefit.


“Oh fuck yes,” she screamed out, “take from from the back. Bend me over and take me!” He felt his cock straining against his unwanted arousal.


They went at it for what seemed like hours. He heard her call out with orgasm, faked or not, four times. The man grunted with three of his own orgasms as well -- and with one of them he heard his Mistress’s voice mumbling, making it clear beyond a doubt she had him in her mouth.


Every bit of his body ached. His legs, his arms, his shoulders, his ass, his cock, his balls, his jaw... all of him. All he could do was listen to some of the most energetic sex he’d ever imagined, while he stared at his humiliating reflection in the dim light of the closet. Helpless and tormented, yet aroused beyond his own control to resist.


They shared one more nearly simultaneous orgasm, followed by the briefest of rests after the sound of the two of them collapsing onto the bed. She led him out, but not at all rudely. It was clear that fucking and fucking alone was what they had both desired.


After the front door closed, he heard her slowly padding her way back to the bedroom. The closet doors opened, and he blinked at the light. She was wrapped in a red silk robe. He couldn’t help but notice with fresh frustration that her nipples were stiff.


She smiled wide and then held up three used condoms, still full of the stranger’s cum. “Sorry,” she teased, “I couldn’t save the load he spread all over my titties.” She grabbed his hair and pulled his head back as much as the posture collar would allow. Then, one by one, she held the condoms by the tip and let the cooling cum drain out over his face and gagged lips. She laughed uproariously as she finished, looking at the mess she’d made him.


She gave the anal plug four more pumps, then added three more weights to the ball stretcher before leaving him again.


“I’ll be back for you in a bit... I’ve got to take a shower...” she smiled, a wicked light gleaming in her eyes. “Or maybe a nice, looonnnggggg bath.”

Monday, July 22, 2013

Waiting to Serve

If you serve a dominant woman online, as I serve my Queen, you may know of the ache of wanting to serve... perhaps even feeling like you need nothing more than to serve her RIGHT NOW... but she's not there, not online, or not available.

It aches. It tingles. You want to serve. You want to suffer... or shall I just stop pretending and say "I" instead of "you"?

I've seen some wonderful images online, by some of my favourite kinky artists and visual story tellers. My cock and balls ache to be bound or teased. To be trussed up, commanded to edge and feel that exquisite pressure that can be replaced by nothing else.

I'd love to be commanded to go to some private place at my work and have to stroke myself hard, only to deny myself at the very end, then make my way back to my desk, trying to disguise my erection as I walk past the young, busty receptionist with the innocent smile.

But you know what? It all comes back to something you have to learn... no wait... something I have to remember when it comes to submission. Here it is. It isn't about me. It isn't about what I want. It isn't about my sensations or my gratifications. It is about my Queen and her pleasure and her wishes.

She is likely taking some time for herself or perhaps she's in her dungeon tormented a slave in a way that I only dream of serving her in real life, if geography didn't separate us. She is doing what she wishes and what she needs to do. And suffering... not getting what you want it when you want it... well, that's just part of serving, isn't it?

So I've got to keep my hands off myself. I've got to keep those CBT toys un-played with in their secret spot. I've got to just think about how much I crave my Queen, and how ready I'll be to serve her when she chooses the time for me.

Thank you my Queen, in your absence, for reminding me of this important reality of submission.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Office Torment, chapter 16


He obeyed that evening, of course. He had no choice. Not any more.


The activities were humiliating. They were chores he was almost getting used to -- but there were not the kinds of things that ever stopped being humiliating for him. Riding the dildo against the glass was uncomfortable and of course he had to worry what about others could see on the other side of the sliding door glass, but having to suck that realistically molded cock was much worse.

She’d made it clear he had to learn to take it deeper and deeper, but every time he tried to push himself further he felt the barrier of his gag reflex. By the end, each time, he felt nauseous and his eyes were watering.

The other tasks were powerful in their ability to embarrass him, in ways that surprised him. He felt so silly, walking around his apartment in the panties and heels, but the big, heavy stuffed breasts worked on his mind constantly. The rice stuffing this time made them heavy, sliding around as he moved. In the past she’d had him stuff the bra with balloons full of water or milk, which were even heavier and moved around even more.

It also worked on his mind that he was beginning to find the plug filling up his ass as an physically arousing tease. Something about the way it moved inside him or teased his prostate made his cock, trapped and locked away, ache all the more.

As he knelt to say his new prayers, starting to speak them aloud, his mind again battled against him. His immediate instinct was to say the words quietly, but he knew that would not satisfy her. How loud did he have to speak to be heard by the microphones she’d hidden?

Would his neighbours here these words too? That was a worry that he couldn’t allow himself to focus on.

In as clear a voice as he could muster, he spoke out the words.

“Thank you Mistress Kitty for making me your slave.
Thank you Mistress Kitty for owning my cock.
Thank you Mistress Kitty for owning my ass.
Thank you Mistress Kitty for owning all of me.”

Without thinking, he added an “Amen” and crawled into bed.

His mind stirred and boiled for quite a while before he was able to drift off into a fitful sleep. As such, when he woke to the sound of his alarm at 7:00 he wasn’t feeling exactly rested.

He rose warily from the bed. He was typically allowed to remove all the toys and stuffing before sleep, but he was still wearing the bra, panties, garter belt and stockings. He padded off to the kitchen and before the pot of coffee was finished he received a text message from her, filling in the outstanding details of  her instructions.

He was to dress casually but jeans and t-shirts were not permitted. He could dress normally, but as he did not have any men’s underwear left, he wasn’t to wear any at all. She didn’t require him to bring along any of his toys or clothing, just himself dressed simply, but with $500 in cash. Other than that, he was simply to be showered, well groomed from head to toe, and prompt.

Of course, as nervous as he was, he was early. He could feel the heat in his cheeks as he paced back and forth, waiting for the appropriate time to knock. The second hand on his watch seemed to barely move as he waited, but finally the time came. He felt light-headed, but he knocked.

The door swung open after just a few seconds and there she was, all smiles. “Come in, Boss.”

She was dressed casually, which was only more devastating than usual. She wore tight black jeans and a simple red V-neck wrap-around blouse. He fought to keep his eyes up.

He stood in the entry vestibule, waiting for instructions, as she closed the door behind him.

“I trust you’ve been able to follow simple instructions,” she started, “so let’s begin with your wallet. Empty your pockets onto the tray there.”

He found that his hands were shaking as she took out his wallet, keys and the loose change from his trouser pockets. Her attention went to his wallet first of all, and she smiles widely as she pulled out the wad of bills. She slowly counted it out before him, making sure it was all there, before tucking the wad of bills into her cleavage.

“Good boy, Boss. Now, you’re going to be working here today, so let’s get you into uniform. I’ve got some things laid out in the guest bedroom, so follow me.”

He followed, taking only brief glances down at the roundness of her behind, fearing discover and unwanted arousal in equal measure. She led him into a small bedroom, simply decorated, with a single bed against the wall.

“Strip,” she commanded, and he did, quickly and nervously. It was so imposing being before her, naked, and he couldn’t stop his body from reacting, feeling the pain as the chastity device fought back against his attempted erection.

‘Such an needy mess you are,” she teased. “Turn and lean forward, hands on the bed.”

He followed orders... embarrassed as he bent forward, knowing just how exposed his ass was to her.

“Here,” she said, “Take this.”  He lifted one hand up and reached back, feeling her place something in his palm. “That’s the plug for your ass. Get it in now.”

He blushed deep red, but didn’t hesitate. He took a deep breath, trying to relax, then started to wiggle the thing past his tight anus. There was something dangling from the base of it, but he was focused solely on getting the thing fully inside him.

Once he had, she had him stand back up, turn back to him, and she smiled. Now he could see the thin rubber tube dangling down from the plug, complete with the tell-tale bulb at the end. He shivered a bit.

Next was a pair of stretchy shorts, complete with a small hole in back to feed the plug’s pump through and a larger hole in front so that his caged cock and balls were still completely exposed -- in fact they seemed to stand out even more now that  his ass was covered in tight red latex.

She sized him up, giggling silently. “Almost there,” she teased.

She then had him step up into four-inch heels with straps that actually locked around his ankles. Ankles that she then locked into leather cuffs which she linked with a length of chain around 18” long. He wasn’t going to be running anywhere.

Further making running impossible, she affixed a bra around his chest and then filled it’s immense cups with remarkably real looking, massive and heavy breast forms. He wanted to stare down at them, but she held up his head as she placed a wide leather collar around his neck. There were chains hanging from a ring at the front of it, and those were extended to leather cuffs that matched those on his ankles, which were now fastened around his wrists. He had limited use of his arms this way, but was no longer able to reach down as far as his waist.

“One last thing... I want you to be seen, and not heard, Boss.” And with that she pushed a red rubber ball gag into his mouth and past his teeth. She buckled it behind his neck.

“You see, I was thinking, last time I was cleaning up my place, that I wasn’t really enjoying the process. Then I realized, if I’ve got a bad boy like you, who’s dirty lusts have gotten him into so much trouble that he’s fucking his ass and wrapping his lips around rubber cocks for me, dressing up for me, even praying to me, well then, there’s no damn way I should be doing my own dusting!”

There was, of course, nothing he could do but not by this point, and feel the discomfort of extra saliva building up in his mouth.

“And if I’m going to have a maid,” she laughed, “it may as well be a slutty one! And you, my dildo sucking, ass-fucking boss of mine, are now the biggest slut I know. There’s a list of chores on the fridge. I don’t think I need to tell you that when you’re finished there had better not be a single streak, missed dust or a single surface that isn’t clean enough to eat off of. Go.”

And so off he marched, struggling to stay upright on the high heels, the fake breasts bouncing and jiggling, the plug feeling strange and foreign in his ass, and his cock aching as usual. She followed him, purring and giggling, taking the opportunity to give a few pumps  to the dangling bulb, making the plug swell, stretching his ass even more. He could tell it was going to be a long, long day.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Office Torment, chapter 15

Back at work, with another week drawing to a close, Elizabeth made no special mention of how she had helped herself to his money, nor of her demonstration of power in any way. She arrived a touch later than usual, but went through his inspection as she did every morning.

Even after a restless night, Edward was still beginning to process this latest development.Sometime around four in the morning, he’d gotten up and actually made an attempt to start changing some passwords only to find that she’d already taken that step. Not only did she have access to all of his bank accounts and social media but she’d actually taken that access away from him.

More and more he found that his escape routes were being eliminated. When all this started, he could have been free of her by quitting. After that, he could have been on his own through the endurance of some rather severe humiliation and exposure, but there would have at least been a light at the end of the tunnel. He might have had to move, at the worst.

Now, he didn’t know what options were open to him. Could she wipe him out? Take his savings, his home and his car? Every time he let himself think about it for too long it felt like someone was trying to drive a spike through his forehead.

He looked up from his work, stealing glances at her. He almost forgot, during some of those times when he was on his knees in his own home sliding a dildo in and out of his own well-lubed ass, that she was so incredibly beautiful. Her breasts, so full and apparently so firm... he had to look away. He didn’t want to be caught staring, to be sure, but the true incentive for him to avert his gaze was the ache. The fucking chastity device, the thing that started it all, was still probably one of the most effecting bits of torment. He was truly starting to think that his balls were fuller and heavier now. His mind kept returning to this need to get hard and to cum. There was all the blackmail and her power, but there was also the fact that he had to keep her happy and do what she wanted if he was ever going to get out of this thing.

Getting back to work, he also realized that they were getting close to the end of this project. With it arriving just as she took control, his mind had linked the two somehow. He doubted very much that she’d be done with him any time soon, not now that she had only just begun to show off how vast her control was.

For the moment, however, she seemed satisfied just to be working away, using her control and device to keep his attention focused on the project while at work, and on her every other moment. He forced his thoughts back where they should be, and managed to make his way through the rest of the day without more than two sessions of having to pause due to the ache of frustrated attempts by his cock to stiffen.

As the day creeped to an end, it was harder and harder to focus. It had become an unspoken rule that, even though she continued to refer to him as “boss” at work and take her project assignments from him, the work day did not end until she announced it.

Finally, around six, she stretched (a motion that only increased the power of her cleavage) and rose from her desk.

“Well, boss,” she smiled, “That about does it for me.”

She gathered up her things and pulled opened the office door wide open. The place seemed mostly deserted -- not too surprising at this time on a Friday. She paused in the doorway and looked back at him.

“Tonight is going to be low-key for you. Dress code is high heels, stockings, garters, thong panties and a DD bra stuffed with, lets say, bags of dry rice. Then just a half-hour of dildo cock-sucking practice and 20 minutes of ass-fucking with the glass-mounted suction cup model after that. Then plug your hungry, used ass and watch what you want on TV but no internet or computer tonight.”

She smiled.

“I’ve got a new bit for you, that I really like. From now on, every night before you go to bed, before you take out the plug, you kneel at the side of your bed and you say your prayers... to me. Out loud. I want to hear it, and you know I'm listening. ‘Thank you Mistress Kitty for making me your slave. Thank you Mistress Kitty for owning my cock. Thank you Mistress Kitty for owning my ass. Thank you Mistress Kitty for owning all of me.’ Got it?”

He blushed deep red. “Yes, Mistress,” he replied.

“Good,” she said. “And get to bed early. You are to report to my place tomorrow morning at 9am sharp.”

He sat in stunned silence as she slipped away. She’d never had him over before. Hell, she’d never been anywhere but work and shopping with him. Now she wanted him at her place? His heart pounded. He knew it would be an enlightening trip, getting to see what kind of home she had. Would he even get to see the set-up from which she watched his every move?

Yes, there were lots of opportunities and possibilities, but he couldn’t escape his primary reaction. 


Fear.

Friday, January 4, 2013

Office Torment, chapter 14

Over the next few days, Elizabeth fine tuned a new routine for Edward’s days. He would arrive for work right on time or a bit early. Once they were both in the office, she’d stand in front of the closed door without locking it and have him show that he was wearing whatever pair of panties and stockings she’d chosen for him.

With that complete, they would sit down to work and he would review their progress on the project to date, what areas were still being completed and break down the day’s work into divided tasks. She’d helped to impose an order on the process but, as strange as it felt, he was still very much in charge of their progress. He was young and she was in command, but when it came to the work, he really did know what he was doing.

It was strange, but she actually began to feel proud of him, but then she’d  laugh, describing it for herself as the kind of pride a dog owner would feel when her pet hopped through a hoop.

He was pouring everything he had into his work. There was no other outlet for his energy, he realized. He imagined one night, staring at the device in the shower on morning, that he was like an athlete abstaining before a game that never seemed to arrive. It was also the only part of his life he had any control over at all.

Each evening, from the moment he left the office, he was hers. She would send him shopping for lingerie, for sex toys or to the hardware store for rope or chain or some other implement for him to use to tease and torment himself for her amusement. When he got home, it would only get worse.

She made it clear she could be watching at any moment and in every corner of his apartment. It was a given that he’d have to strip down to panties and stockings and usually a bra as well. She varied having him leave the cups empty, fill them with water balloons, or insert the rather expensive breast forms she’d had him purchase.

He’d regularly had to practice “blowing” a dildo, sometimes at the same time as fucking his ass with another. He had to recite humiliating statements aloud for her to record. He had to write disgusting things onto white cards and hold them out in front of himself for photographs. She had also taken to having him write things directly onto his skin, usually with thick permanent markers.

He had to sleep either in the panties or in the girlish little babydoll or pyjama sets she’d had him buy. Every day, the ache of his denied erection would waken him and when started to wake and realize what he was wearing, his situation would come rushing back to him again.

Another reason he had to focus on his work was that he was starting to feel the financial impact of all of this. The bills for his purchases were starting to come in and they were not small. The lingerie was expensive, the toys were expensive, and all of that was even without counting the things he had been instructed to buy as gifts for her. He also noted that he himself foot the bill for the wiring of his apartment with the cameras.

There was a new development as well, one she revealed to him in her own signature style. He’d arrived at home and stripped down to that day’s lingerie, a matching set of black silk panties, bra and thigh-high stockings. His bra cups were to be filled with balloons, filled with milk this time. He started up his computer and started Skype, initiating a video call to her. She watched as she followed her instructions to fill his ass with a large plug, to cuff his ankles together with the linking chain behind the central post of his desk chair. She had him gag himself with a white rubber ball gag. Next was the leather slave collar, buckled securely, with his leather wrist cuffs clipped together and to the metal ring at the back. And so he sat in front of the computer screen, unable to do anything until she permitted him to free his hands.

He moaned aloud in shock when the computer started to do things on its own before his eyes. She’d installed something on it, that first time she’d been here, and she’d been watching and monitoring his every online action, email and keystroke ever since.

His eyes were wide, even as the gag made him start to drool, watching her root through his personal email and contacts. She opened up his Facebook page, and her laugher made his speakers vibrate as she teased him, doing everything to post an image of him just as he was right then, letting the cursor hover over the OK button while he mumbled pleading words into the gag. She cancelled it, then moved on.

She logged herself into his online banking account, letting him know that there was nothing of his out of her reach. He watched helplessly, impaled and humiliated, as she simply transferred $1,000 directly to her own account.

“Oh god, Boss... that may be the most erotic thing you’ve done for me,” she purred.

Her purring turned into more, and she began to tell him about how she was running her hands over herself, imagining stroking himself with the cash from his account. Eventually her words dissolved into moans... and he had no choice but to sit there as she came, the sounds of her orgasm filling his apartment. It aroused him beyond belief, making his cock burn in pain, and his squirming only made her laugh all the more.